Outta My Mind .... Outta My Head ???

well this morning I washed a load of laundry ..... unloaded the dishwasher .... ran it ..... did another load of laundry ..... made my bed .... had lunch ..... bagged up all the garbage ... loaded it in the truck ... stopped by oldest son's got his garbage and him .... took it off ... he unloaded it .... took him to the store bought him a pack of cig and a six pack of beer .... took him home .... came home .... did third load of laundry .... middle son came by before all that .... he didn't bring me the wood pieces I needed so I didn't get my bath closet shelves braced ... he told me how to fix them the best way .... I will go to Wal-Mart tomorrow and buy the correct screws I need for that and another project ( installing doorbell # 2 ) then maybe I can finish the blinds for the porch ...... it has rained most of the day here and I hear again tomorrow .... I know rain is good for plants but sheeshhhhh ..... I really need to get to work on son # 3's wood for his truck bed , I can't if it is damp outside ..... I did hear yesterday about daughter M , her surgery went well and she went home .... I am soooo relieved .... I need for it to dry up so son # 3 can till a garden spot for me ..... hubby brought home toooo many tomato plants .... I have to plant them ( no choice ) .... I can't let good tomato plants die ..... more later I suppose ....... it is sooooo peaceful the last two days and nights ..... no blaring tv making me deafer than I already am ..... I am really enjoying this quiet time ..... ok I just heard Hazel open the cabinet door ..... it must have thundered , she got in it yesterday when it stormed ..... crazy cat !!!

well for a while at least maybe 2 weeks .... he called when he got there ..... did not kiss me bye ... did not tell me he loved me when he called just said bye .... he was civil tho ... thank you God ..... he told me a list for the boy to do ..... he started on them when he got home today ..... I straightened up the house when I got back home this morning ..... it was a mess from where I packed , washed and packed his stuff ...... after I had washed some he wore them .... so I had to wash and pack them again ..... yes he has clothes in the closet and drawers .... no he won't get them out if I don't lay them out for him ... the man !!! I should never started waiting on him hand and foot when I met him ...... but I felt sorry for him ... he worked 2 jobs and he works hard ... My mistake ! I didn't know what it was like to be pampered .... treat others like you want to be treated .... yeah right ..... slave I am . Hostile I am too now . I didn't even ask the kids over because I didn't want him showing his behind in front of them ..... he did pretty well when the girls were here ... I was surprised . so now I wonder if I can get any of my projects finished while he is gone . wish me luck ..... roflmbo

well the man is going to look at a '67 Mustang tomorrow .... like he needs one ..... just another way to spend more money ..... why is he like this ??? I do not know .... really I don't !

well here I am again ..... seems the only time I blog is after he blows-up ..... tonight he went off on the boy ... I looked for the boy to blow back ..... he didn't just didn't want to deal with the man .... he is so petty ..... had a fit b/c the boy brought home a load of scrap to sell so he would have money .... man told me to tell the boy to unload it -- over there .... for weeks he has not talked to me , no more than 10 words a day on long days like a Saturday other than that the man is just sulking ..... tonight we heard how much of stupid idiots we are .... well so did his bro on the phone .... I know it makes him feel like a big man , he should know it makes him look like what he calls us